Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Preparing For Saturn's Return

I'm in Rome, reassessing my strategy for when I return to Naples.  Its easier to think and plan here because I'm not so distracted.  In Naples I've made a lot of associates and my phone is always ringing, I'm not used to that, but its a nice change.  Its like I reinvented myself.  Before I was always by myself, but in Naples I have to talk to people because that's how I get work and everything that I need in between.   

I've developed a plan but I worry whether I am flexible enough to accommodate the wonderful spontaneity of life.  What if something more exciting can happen?  I always meet people who suggest that I go somewhere in Italy I never heard of, and I'm wondering if I can/should do it all, or just stick to the plan? 

I just want to keep moving, and move more.  My goal for this year is to increase my actions.  If I can get the quantity of my actions to match the quantity of my thoughts, I'd be unstoppable.  Albert Einstein said "Nothing changes until something moves." 


I've been reading a lot about Saturn's Return in Scorpio.  Saturn's Return happens about every 28 years, and last for two years, so that you start your 30's assessing what you've done so far and where you want to go from there.  Saturn will return to the place it was at the time of my birth in October of 2012, but I started feeling the affects of it last year. The second house of my chart falls on Scorpio.  The house of possessions and what is valuable to me.  

I've been going through some emotional changes regarding my self-worth, and have been focusing most of my energy on what I would like to possess in the future.  I intended to keep it simple.  It seems like the more you have the more you have to work to keep it, and the more you want.  If I just keep it simple, with my solar powered RV the next 5-10 years of my life will be very fun and liberating, maybe that's all I want.  And to do everything I'm afraid of.  Like bungee jumping and deep sea diving, rock climbing, wind surfing, etc.  If I proceed with my focus solely on a simple adventure-seeking existence, I would be lying to myself.  Sure I'd be content for max, five years chasing excitement, but I know I'll get bored.  I do want more, and I'll probably keep wanting more.  I feel like this is the time to take all of that into consideration. 

I know I'm in for some serious emotional changes in respect to the road I choose.  It already started happening.  I thought that I wanted to settle down and have children, but the experiences I've been having revealed that to be a false path.  Walking off that path was the scariest thing, because I knew what I was walking away from, but I didn't know what I walking towards.  Now that I feel that I found my new path, I feel very anxious and at the same time hesitant or cautious, about achieving my goals, its like I've become completely consumed with what I want, and how to get there.  

Because I know that its a possibility that while on this road, I may discover another that appeals to me more; I am concerned with how far ahead I should plan.  Just how much do I narrow my focus?  If its too narrow, I can miss out on other opportunities.  If its too broad, I can become distracted and make an unnecessary detour. 


I am also becoming quite obsessed with sex.  What I love most about it is that all five senses are involved.  I find it spectacular.  Even more since I lost weight (from a size 11 to a size 5 - yes, literally ran my ass off).  I enjoy the feel of my own body and I'm damn confident about my sexual prowess.  Being physically active doesn't help, when I was lazy and over-weight, I didn't have a lot energy for sex.  I'm back to the size I was when I was 18, and I want to have sex the same way I did back then, with lots of energy. Sure there are other things that are just as great or better, but I swear its my favorite. However, I'm not sure how to go about that area of my life, one of the reasons I began studying the Kama Sutra.   

Contrary to popular perception, especially in the western world, Kama sutra is not an exclusive sex manual; it presents itself as a guide to a virtuous and gracious living that discusses the nature of love, family life and other aspects pertaining to pleasure oriented faculties of human life.  Wikipedia
Sex plays in heavily with my idea of self-worth, probably because the second chakra or Svadhisthana, is the dwelling place of the Self.   If I don't want to be married and have children, if I'm not interested in a career, what am I worth to myself when looking through the lens of the physical world?  At this point in time.  My looks are very important to me, as well as being athletic and healthy.  I care more about what I eat than every before, and whether I'm active enough.  I've become quite bored with mental pursuits, aside from the art of conversation, writing and painting.  I'm hoping physical pursuits, experiences and traveling will resuscitate the creative area of my life.  I need inspiration, it is my creativity that I'm relying on to create financial security in the long run. 

I have become more interested in learning things I can do with my body, like strength-training, yoga, kung-fu, parkour, etc.   In my opinion focusing on these areas of my life will improve my self-worth, or this idea of value I place upon myself as I aspire to be priceless. 

I think one of the effects of this influence is to destroy the false constructs, survey the foundations to see if their sound, if not destroy those as well and start from scratch.  Like the tarot card, The Tower.  I'll discuss the continued demolition of my false towers in another post.  

Scorpio is like boiling water or frozen water, always extreme, black or white, there are no gray areas.  Along with the intent to create or destroy, therefore transformation is inevitable.  Saturn provides structure, so those foundations damned sure better be sound before I continue building.  I want to fully surrender to these energies, learn, and prepare for the rest of my life.  I feel potential inside of me exceeding that which I feel I am capable of.  I can be so much better than I am!  Even if it means that I must "die" and be "reborn" over and over before the process is complete (just to start again).  If I resist I know I will suffer, and I didn't come this far for that.

Monday, October 31, 2011

The White Lion Walks Ahead of Me


The White Lion is my first animal totem.  It appeared to me in 2008 in a dream.  In the dream I was five years old.  I was in a park holding my father's hand.  People were running and screaming running away from the large white lion charging towards us.  My father pulled me up a slide onto a jungle gym, the lion followed us up the slide, and then stopped in front of me and stared into my eyes. 

The White Lion continuously appears in my dreams, and I feel united with his energy.  What my subconscious pulls from the message of the white lion is respect, pride/ego, an air of royalty, comfort and a steady dependable masculine/light/yang energy to create structure and security in my spiritual and external realms.  He is white to represent the purity of his purpose and clarity of intent.   

I constantly remind myself that we are all actually animals.  It is our spirit that determines our species.  The species of human that bind with the energy of the white male lion are being called to honor their ego, because the intent behind their emergence into the physical world originated in innocence.  He wants us to know that we should never second guess ourselves.  We roar with all of our might when necessary to protect ourselves and all extensions of self.  Shake out our manes, hold our heads high and know that our presence alone commands respect.  That we should think, speak and act with respect for ourselves, this way we will always have the respect of others.  Life's lessons will teach us how to garner that respect and also how to lose it, so pay attention.


The female lion appeared to me in a dream last fall.  The walls of my dimly lit bedroom crumbled away to reveal the chaos outside.  A black bear emerging from a swamp wreaking havoc.  The white lioness tackled and subdued him and then came after me.  She climbed onto my bed and stared into my eyes.

Bears are all about power. In this instance black feels like the act of seeking knowledge.  Knowledge alone is nothing, but with wisdom you obtain power.  A swamp... water, mud - murky emotions.  So a bear abusing her power, based on invalid information, as she emerges from a place of dark emotions is brought down by a fierce white lioness. 

Lionesses usually work together.  She was alone to demonstrate just how powerful she is, and planted a seed of the preeminence of the pride when they are together.  She is white to reflect her innocence.  She does not aspire to be bad or good, right or wrong because she is wise enough to understand that one does not exist without the other, she is whole.   She climbed into my bed and stared me in my eyes with big bright green ones.  Eyes that are lit by the heart.  She was in a state of fury, directed at me, because there in my bed, the most vulnerable place I can be, in that small room I lay hiding away from the chaos outside, an illusion created by my murky emotions.  The same emotions she was there to show me how to subdue.  What was there to fear when I share the presence of such a magnificent creature?  Especially when she is never truly alone, the pride is always in close proximity.

Two weeks ago while meditating I could feel the presence of  twin white lionesses at my right and my left.  They are young and playful, but deadly and protective.  Welcome companions among my spiritual entourage.  I believe they want to guide me to female instructors and to explore aspects of the feminine/dark/yin energies.  In day to day life, I've been encountering and learning from more women than usual.  I'm using the stealth and night vision of the lionesses to observe and better understand their presence and the gifts these energies bring to my life. 


Re-posted from http://www.knowledgebase-script.com

The white lion animal is not a distinct subspecies, but a special morph with a genetic condition, leucism, that causes paler colouration akin to that of the white tiger; the condition is similar to melanism, which causes black panthers.  They are not albinos, having normal pigmentation in the eyes and skin.  White Transvaal lion individuals occasionally have been encountered in and around Kruger National Park and the adjacent Timbavati Private Game Reserve in eastern South Africa, but are more commonly found in captivity, where breeders deliberately select them.  The unusual cream color of their coat is due to a recessive gene.  Reportedly, they  have been bred in camps in South Africa for use as trophies to be killed during canned hunts. Confirmation of the existence of white lions only came in the late twentieth century. For hundreds of years prior, the white lion had been thought to be a figment of legend circulating in South Africa, the white pelage of the animal said to represent the goodness in all creatures.  Sightings were first reported in the early 1900s, and continued, infrequently, for almost fifty years, until, in 1975, a litter of white lion cubs was found at Timbavati Game Reserve.

Friday, October 21, 2011

The Illusionist

So many changes in so little time.  I was checking out my diary entries and I can't believe how fast my mind changes about situations and people.  Fortunately, in a way that shows that they taught me something, otherwise, I'd be a little concerned.  I've been practicing being in the moment.  Like my insectoid-sentient messengers.  I learned how to sit still in my own life, by observing them.  Especially moths, crickets and grasshoppers.  Their big compound eyes and antennae busy while they observe their environment before making their move.  My impulsive Aries days are over, so it seems.  I kept pulling the Judgment tarot card.  I knew right away when I pulled the card what I had to let go of.


I need to let go of my illusions.  My whole life I've painted this world around me, the colors my reactions, the paintbrush my emotions.  I was always using the same colors and brushstroke... how boring...  I've decided to whitewash everything and start all over.  Instead of assigning significance to the people and events I encounter everyday, I just want to observe them, without the routine commentary and emotions. 

I feel like my mind works too hard doing this wierd narration thing.  I was thinking the other day, did I always talk to myself in my head or did that just happen over time?  Is my brain really supposed to narrate my life?  Seems a little unnecessary, I can very well see, hear, smell, feel and taste what's going on.


For example, when I saw the picture above of the Comet Moth, I thought to myself, I would freak out if I saw a moth that looked like that.  Why would I think that?  Its beautiful, its not some carnivorous beast that's going to eat me alive.... I don't know about you sometimes, Nice....

I've been musing:  what if I trained my brain to quit the narration, like switching my focus.  Because when I switch my focus regarding physical things in my life things change big time.  So perhaps if I try encouraging my brain to focus more in the moment, and be quiet, some interesting things will happen.  We shall see...

Thursday, October 6, 2011

White Self-Existing Wizard



 
 
White Wizard is your Conscious Self - who you are and who you are becoming

White Wizard is the Magician, whose powers are activated by wisdom that emanates from the heart. Such wisdom is not the intellectual understanding known in Western culture; it is the wisdom that comes from an alignment of mind and heart. An open, trusting heart is a refined tool of perception. Allowing yourself to 'not know' opens the door of the mind to a deeper understanding of the universe. White Wizard asks you to fully utilize this aligned mind to participate in magic.

White Wizard invites you to step into self-empowerment. Empowerment comes from self-acceptance, integrity, and commitment to your evolution. Self-empowerment is not to be found outside oneself. Anything outside that brings you empowerment also has a divine foundation within you. If you feel a need for the approval of others, look to self-empowerment. When you feel effectively engaged, doing what gives you joy, your energy naturally expands to inlcude more of who you are, and magic flows synchronistically into your life. Claim your alignment with the highest wisdom. Call forth divine action in all that you do!

Align your own will with divine will and your Essence Self. Be transparent, innocently allowing magic to come through you rather than needing to create it. Open to heart-knowing and limitless possibilties.

White Wizard is a tool of the light, a conduit for the work of Spirit. A wise magician is spontaneous and transparent, allowing magic to come in rather than trying to control it or make it happen. A magician dances the dance of love through offering gifts of freedom to others. This is real magic. Freed from the need to use power to manipulate or control, a magician uses wisdom to manifest liberation and love.

The harmonic wisdom of White Wizard is melody, the progression of single tones within a composition. White Wizard symbolizes the sacred journey of your individual life. As a harmonic magician, you are a novel yet universal container for the expression of the Divine. While you play the melody of your journey's spirit song, the Creator provides the harmony.

Melody is to music what story line is to story. Utilize the elements you have chosen for exploration in your life - your gifts, talents, abilities, motivations, circumstances, and the other characters in your play. Orchestrate the most interesting and growth-engendering story line from this combination of possibilities. Understand that you are the player and the played in the melody in your life.

White Dog is your Higher Self & Guide

One of the gifts of White Dog is the calling in and recognition of other companions of destiny. Other beings with the same longing are waiting to meet and acknowledge you - beings who can see you as you authrentically are. When you have truly been seen, you feel empowered, and remembrance of a shared sacred trust is ignited. This is a natural process, divinely designed for recognition through vibrational affinity, freed from personal expectations.

White Dog can be seen as an access point for developing relationships with guides, totems, allies and guardians. There are many ways to work with these spiritual guides, including guided visualizations, shamanic journeys, and meditation. A useful construct is viewing them as aspects of yourself, part of your life stream that is asking to be integrated. Remember, there is no 'other'. In this grand adventure, you are being asked to embody all that you are.
Profound insights are garnered through shared purpose and relationship with others who are willing to be in their truth and integrity about the light and shadow aspects they perceive in themselves.

Similarly, intimate relationships can be viewed as unique opportunities to bring forward in each other deep emotional patterns to be transformed. In this case, those you have drawn to you hold the ability to assist you in your own integration as well. There are no mistakes. Be willing to look deeply into the truth held within any relationship. The expression of intimacy is a gift of love; the lack of it may be a symptom asking for honest communication and healing. It may also be guiding you to reevaluate your relationship and the purpose it is serving.

White Dog signals a breakthrough in your life: new beginnings, new perceptions, new allies and friends. As you express more authentically who you are, you draw your true family closer to you.With your guides and companions, you have the ability to manifest your inspired visions and dreams. Recognize the eyes and hearts that spark the remembrance of a sacred trust.

The Harmonic Wisdom of White Dog is affinity, the attraction of like vibrations or substances for one another.


 

 Blue Hand is your Subconscious Self and Hidden Helper

Blue Hand is a gateway, an opening, a portal from one understanding to another. A clue to the meaning of Blue Hand is found in the meditation, "I am, by thinly veiled design, the threshold to other dimensions. In my ending is my beginning. The initatory gateway awaits." Blue Hand is the seventh or last archetype in the cycle of development of primary being. It represents the power found in completion. Blue Hand is seen as a closure, which is really an opening to another level of being.

Like the fluidity of moving water, Blue Hand is associated with the process of dance, mudra, and beauty. This movement is a metaphor for the ebb and flow of life. In meditation with Manik, experience the flowing quality that is the beauty of the cosmic dance. Remember this essence and this fluidity at times when your life feels most inflexible or lacking in beauty.

Blue Hand represents the 'beauty way', the ability to see intrinsic beauty within yourself and in all things. Living the beauty way requires being in your full beauty and power. From this place, your self-authority naturally flows. This is the position where your ego is aligned with divine will. When you are standing in your full beauty and power, your very presence invites others to be all that they are. To the Maya, Blue Hand represents the deer, the gentle, serenely aware guide who walks in fluid beauty and grace, opening and revealing.

The energy of Blue Hand will also help you to manifest spiritual skills - especially those intuitive gifts such as oracular divination. In each incarnation, you bring certain gifts. Each path - from priest and priestess to shaman and dancer to artist and gardener - carries varied tools and skills. You have chosen certain gifts and tools that offer you a way to interact with others and your life process. This may be as simple as calling on your innate wisdom and insight in order to see clearly the gifts and tools that you carry.


Yellow Seed represents your Challenge and Gift. With maturity and awareness this challenge will turn into a Focus. This is what you desire to learn in this lifetime

One of the shadows of Yellow Seed is acting as the unawakened seed, the sleeper who wants to remain protected and invulnerable. In this shadow you may think you are serving yourself through this illusion of safety and security. Yet if you maintain distance from the world of possibilities outside your shell, your new horizons are kept at a distance. Take a risk, and reveal all that you are! Beyond the confines of definitions and self-concepts and the security of everyday patterns, the excitement of unknown possibilities beckons.

Examine how protective limitations affect your natural growth. Such issues are reflected in phrases like, "My world works just the way it is"; "I can't do that"; "I'm just fine the way I am"; or "I feel too inadequate." The sae wall that is intended to create safety and security also builds a barrier that limits Spirit from creating new possibilities in your life.

One way to access the transformation offered in the shadow of Yellow Seed is to realize that the seeds - your dreams, desires, and destiny - lie waiting within you to be awakened. In accepting that you are the fertile ground, you feel the authentic safety and security within, and the outside world becomes ripe with new possibilities.

Red Serpent is your Compliment - something that comes naturally to you.

"I am the flint and tinder of the sacred fire," reads the meditation for Red Serpent. In the Great Mystery, flint and tinder represent the instinctive combustion that initiates movement in the physical body toward union with Spirit. When flint and tinder are brought together, the spark of divinity awakens and ignites the fire of your essence. Red Serpent invites the purifying spark of the sacred fire, the kundalini, to align and integrate your body, mind and spirit. Red Serpent can help you uncover apparent blockages in specific chakras to clear an align them. If you are working on a process of purification, invite Red Serpent to assist you.

Red Serpent's symbol is the serpent, representing healing and wholeness. This Mayan medicine can remove toxins, rejuvenate and transform dis-ease. Red Serpent is also known by the Maya as the kultanlilni, or kundalini, the energy that moves up from the base of the spine and out through the crown chakra. There are two aspects of this force, the ida and the pingala, representing its male and female polarities. One of the ancient secrets of Red Serpent is the activation of higher states of consciousness through balancing these two polarities so that they dance within us as one. Another metaphor for this serpent energy comes from the Mayan words luk umen tun ben can, or "those absorbed by the serpent of the sacred knowledge." When the seven chakras are fully activated, one experiences an enlightened state.

Red Serpent represents the basic structural apparatus of your motivations, instincts, desires, and your innate movement toward wholeness. Red Serpent asks you to shed the skin of your past and step into the fires of alchemical transmutation. In this, rebirth is revealed. This desire is an innate response encoded in the depths of your being.

With the energy of Red Serpent, you learn to use the innate intelligence of the body. In this culture you may have become separated from this wisdom. It works like this: when you suppress and ignore your issues, your body receives and retains the unconscious metaphors of that which is ignored. This may be expressed through physical symptoms that bring your unconscious issues to conscious awareness. When this happens, work toward a more conscious relatonship with your body - and work with the physical metaphors in order to heal yourself on all levels.

The body has a specific kind of consciousness through which messages are clearly delivered. In fact, the body itself is a living metaphor that mirrors your mind, emotions and spirit. However, the body also remembers all it has experienced, and consequently holds the consciousness of the past within it, including past wounds and traumas. In healing these, remember the innocence of your body. Treat it with love and respect. Open yourself to be aware of its messages and metaphors rather than storing them. Be willing to look at the positive intent beneath any symptoms or physical process your body is using to communicate. Explore whatever it may be asking you to see.

In this alignment process, you can use images or energies that come to you in meditation or dreams. Journey through your body to catalyze and explore any sensations, colors, shapes, or images. In these times we have a profound opportunity to transcend both our physical and our spiritual genetics. The body's integration provides an unparalleled opportunity for personal evolution. Learn to expand and utilize your senses to access your body's wisdom and vitality. Don't 'think' about it; simply allow your body to sense intuitively the solutions necessary for change and growth.

Red Serpent also represents the connection between powerful physical/ecstatic experiences and the light of higher consciousness. This is an initiation of awakening through the body and senses, rather than in negation of them. As Jose Arguelles says in The Mayan Factor, "Like the Maya, we shall understand that the path to the stars is through the senses." Within the body are held the keys to fully awakening our consciousness. This deeper understanding is expressed in tantric practices, where spirituality and sexuality are integrated and honoured as a means to enlightenment. Red Serpent represents the integration of mind, body and spirit.

Red Serpent is associated with the sacred tools of the drum and the rattle. Drums and rattles can break down old patterns or bring energy into alignment.


Your Tone is Tone 4 - Self-Existing

Order, definition, discrimination, natural cycles, meaningful alignment.

Four is the ray of measure, the alignment with natural cycles. It is the square, the base of the pyramid, the solid foundation that unifies the lines of directional force. Four is the diamond asking you to utilize tools of discrimination.

Now is the time to manifest your dream or vision. Look to natural logic, order and definition - these gifts support the whisperings of your creative spirit. You are the architect who manifests your dreams! Open the door and call forth the sacred Four. You are being brought into meaningful alignment, bringing healing into this cycle of your life.

The four directions offer you assistance in understanding universal physical laws. Use measure as a tool of consciousness to mold time, form and space. Now is the time to focus, to connect tangibly with the undefined. Take your ideas and give them discipline and form. Develop the ability to discriminate without creating separation or judgement. Channel your creative energy constructively, generating the power for practical manifestation!

Sunday, October 2, 2011

9th Wave Transmissions

Justice XI
We are nearing the end of the 9th Wave.  I'm so excited, it has been a great ride.  I opened up to the energies and transmissions of information, and my life has changed phenomenally.  I changed residences, got a great job, cemented important friendships, reconnected with my family and a very special friend, made some new friends, upgraded my self-image, my self-perception and most importantly deepened my connection with nature.  The way I perceive my reality has altered dramatically.  I have acquired new senses apart from the fundamental five.  My timing and intuition is better than ever.  My heart has grown softer and more compassionate.  

I was very smug, and I often look down on other people who I feel have an inferior perception... okay, so I'm still smug and a complete snob, but I started to learn from this.  Seeing past those feelings helped me to find the perfect spot to plant the seeds of my acquired knowledge through experience, with others, and be patient enough to watch those seeds sprout.  In time I'll have my own social garden.  

I accepted and learned to love my dual nature.  The light and the dark.  My light side is creative, loving, a caretaker and provider.  Patience however comes and goes, I am still learning that lesson.  My dark side is passionate, outspoken, abrupt, and often callous.  I am not afraid to express my anger anymore.  In fact I feel it is another way of honoring myself.  It is also a learning instrument.  My emotions both positive and negative, teach me about myself, if I don't express them (no matter how humiliating afterward), it's like I missed a day of school.  There is a time to turn the other cheek, and also a time to strike back, and then those pesky times in between, when you have to wait it out before you know what course of action to take.  

I learned to trust my own intuition and timing.  I was so caught up on dates before.  Then I realized time is just a figment of my imagination, a man made invention it doesn't even exist.  It's all about energy.  I can feel when the momentum of energy is building, when it is in decline, when the moment is at hand.  I can sense the hidden and never have to dig too deep to uncover it.  I love this gift!

This wave has also led me to discover my purpose in life.  My purpose is to create joy and express that joy in this reality as a living example of universal creation.  My purpose is to love myself and others unconditionally.  My purpose is self-expression, individuality and communion all at the same time.  To always seek out the highest good, the road wide enough to encompass everyone in my life.  I am here to learn who I am, to express who I am to the highest degree, with the most luminous light and the most impenetrable darkness.  This is the innocence I believe Adam and Eve lost when they ate the forbidden fruit.  The knowledge that we are both the light and the dark.  Two opposites that create balance.  One cannot exist without the other.  I am here to be an expression of that.

The 9th Wave ends on October 28, 2011.  From this day and thereafter, I plan to continue to hone the gifts that I have received.  I am preparing to express them.  I look forward to fruition.

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Heaven 12: 6th Night – 23 Sept 2011 to 10 Oct 2011

Re-posted from universallifetools.com


9th Wave Energetics: Flowering (inward)
Energy Centre: Cosmic Gateway
DNA Light Code: DNA Light Codes 48 to 60
Sacred Symbol: Cosmic Gateway Sacred 8th Dimensional Symbol
Crystals: Cosmic White Light Master Crystal energies
Archangel/Essence: Archangel Metatron
Wave of Love Affirmation: I am God, Goddess, Spirit

As we embark on the 6th Night (of the 12th Heaven), we are being called to move within and reflect on what has been revealed to us during Day 6. Up to the 6th day, we activated and attuned our DNA Light Codes 37 through to 48, now in this 6th night, we are activating and attuning another full octave of DNA Light Codes 49 through to 60.

This next octave of DNA Light Codes is our connection to the Cosmic White Light Birthing centre of our Milky Way Galaxy. It is our 5th Dimensional Souls Connection to 8th Dimensional vibrations through the Galactic centre of our Galaxy. During the 10th Heaven we embraced ‘why’ we chose to come to Earth at this time and our role in the Grand Cycle of our Milky Way Galaxy, and then during the 11th Heaven we embraced 'being' that wisdom here on Earth in service to self and the greater good of all... now in the 12th Heaven we are embracing our full mulit-dimensional selves and our role in the evolutionary cycle of our Universe and greater cosmos.

During the 12 Heaven we are expanding our conscious perceptions through and beyond our Galactic centre. We are acknowledging our full cosmic origins and that all of creation is within us.. not just in some of us but in everyone... we are all God, Goddess, Spirit !!!!

This 12 Heaven is a deeply reflective time to go within and feel, smell, taste, touch, see and simply be the full beauty and depth of your Soul. Cry, belly laugh, scream, hug, kiss... experience all facets of feeling LIFE pulsating through you... you are about to birth into a new evolved state of beingness in the 13th Heaven... take this time in the 12 Heaven to reflect and LOVE yourself unconditionally.

Archangel Metatron
Re-posted from http://www.angelsweek.com


Force idea: " I am united with the source of all goodness, love and creativity."

Symbolism: Metatron appears as the most earthly of Archangels, as he was once a wise and virtuous man whom God took up into Heaven. He is richly attired and bolds a pen in one hand as he records our deeds in the Book of Life. He has the ability to help us know the true measure of things.

Angelic realm: Archangel of the Heaven of Form

Angelic function: Recorder of the Book of life and scribe for all our deeds

Gifts for earth: He helps us to find the proper measure for all we do; he acts as witness to the good we do and the love we give; he helps us realize our potential as loving and worthwhile human beings.  Metatron is the only angel within the heavenly spheres who was once human. He was known as Enoch and was the seventh Patriarch after Adam. It was written that he 'walked with God' and was taken up into Heaven where he was made an Archangel. There is speculation in Jewish scripture that he is the Shekinah, the angel who led the children of Israel out of the wilderness. It is thought too that it was Metatron who stopped Abraham from sacrificing his son Isaac to God.

Metatron is also known as the first and last of the Archangels and is variously called the Chancellor of Heaven, the Angel of the Covenant and the King of the Angels. His heavenly function is to supervise the recording of all our deeds in the Book of Life.

He is charged with sustaining human life and acts as the bridge between the Divine and mankind. We can seek counsel from him by asking him to help us find the proper measure for every action we take in our lives. At one level this means helping us find the balance between what we give out and what we keep for ourselves. This enables us to maintain well-defined boundaries and thus keep a clear sense of self, so neccssary if we are to succeed in fulfilling our potential within the world of form.

Metatron can help us find the proper measure in love, work and recreation so that we live balanced, healthy lives, rich in harmony and serenity. He will also be a witness to the good we do, perhaps those acts of love or kindness not recognized by others. He can also help us when we have put effort and toil into making something work, whatever it is: it could be anything from trying to make a relationship work, losing weight, or giving up an addictive or damaging habit, to throwing ourselves fully into a cause or team effort.

We can pray to The Archangel Metatron to guide our efforts and to help us find the right measure for our output and activities. We can ask Metatron in our meditation to assist us in knowing when 'enough is enough', or when we need to do more for ourselves or others.

The Blue Eagle And The Purple Heart

by Nice Tramonto

Tucked black wings, flattened scorpion tail
Her chariot, the polished shell of a snail
Harnessed steeds, twin pale lionesses
Serphim, cherubim, alike extol her successes

Adorned with the peacock's arrogant plumage
Chiron heals, no more need for a silk bandage
Two eyes became One, and a seed was planted
1000 petals, every wish granted

These flowers are growing in the garden. I had no idea they were called Purple Hearts.
The purple heart finally flowered
Seven became One, her internal, empowered
She's learned not to ever abandon a pursuit
Single-minded purpose, infinite and astute

The blue eagle, most sought after and rare
Soaring above the clouds, out of reach of even the best hunter's snare
Whether the sun brightens the day or the moon intrudes upon the dark
Her arrows have never missed their mark



But in her quiver the arrows are tucked away
She has no use for the blue eagle as her prey
More than anything she desires to soar at his side
To touch the heavens free from lioness pride

She spreads her black wings and takes to the sky
Never before has she dared to fly so high
Haloed and crystalline, the blue eagle, what a sight
Without the purple heart she'd have never reached this height

Friday, September 16, 2011

Mountain Lion Medicine

The other day a friend asked me how I felt the eagle totem related to him. I found an interesting website featuring the Native American descriptions of the meanings of the animal totems. The description of the eagle totem fit him very well and I used it as a reference for my response to his inquiry.

My main animal totem is the white lion. They have appeared to me several times in dreams. The Native Americans never encountered the mysterious white lions of the Sahara, instead there was a description of the mountain lion or puma. I began to read, and was shocked to find that it seemed as if it were written especially for me at this time in my life. However, at the time I was distracted.

Today I was chatting with, and helping another friend locate a torrent he'd been searching for. At the same time, I was upset upon feeling the brunt of my eagle friend's insensitive nature. And while I cursed him in my head on the side of the screen appeared the face of a mountain lion. So I decided to get my study on... anything to distract me from shooting down that poor eagle, they are an endangered species you know.





The following is reposted from http://wolfs_moon.tripod.com

Role: Leader
Lesson: Proper Use of Power
Element: Earth
Wind: West - The Quest Within
Medicine: Emissary
Keywords: Leadership, Standing Behind Convictions, Confidence, Clever, Awareness, Learning Proper use of Power, Messenger between Humans & The Divine Beings, Balance, Steadfast, Responsible, Dependable

Leadership

Watching the Cougar/Puma/Mountain Lion, one is keenly aware of the formidable grace and power that is reflected in every stride taken or leap made. And yet the sense is that the Cougar has a conscious awareness of her strength and the potential to inflict great harm with very little effort, a fact that is reflected in the tenderness with which the female cougar treats her young as a mouth that can easily crush bones is also capable of exceptional gentleness as she bathes her cubs.

Adults can weigh in anywhere between 100 - 200 lbs., with an average length of 48 - 60 inches with an additional 28 inches of tail. They are renowned jumpers, possessing the ability to leap 30 feet horizontally and up to 18 feet vertically, a testimony to the powerful leg muscles of these magnificent creature beings.

For the two-legged beside whom Cougar strides, there will exist an inherent power and strength that is the very core of their being. These are incredibly powerful individuals, though such power is gifted via a process of trial and error as the Cougar soul learns the difference between using such formidable power, and abusing it.

Most Cougar individuals have an inner respect and understanding of their own abilities and hence, will generally not throw their weight around unless they are either backed into a corner from which there is no obvious escape, or unless they are operating from an extremely damaged or non-integrated personality center. Yet for those who begin wielding such a gift in a reckless manner, many painful encounters and situations will arise that may initially perplex the one who walks with Cougar, bringing losses in fortune, falls from positions of leadership or even public humiliation and/or scandal. Eventually, the non-integrated Mountain Lion will reflect upon the choices that have led him/her to such losses and embarrassments and, in new found humility, they will recognize the lessons behind such experiences and (in most instances) modify their behavior and beliefs accordingly.

One of the hallmark characteristics of the Cougar Soul, is an innate quest to reach the best within themselves. It matters not whether they reach the top of the corporate ladder, excel academically, or are the leader of a cherished cause, these individuals will exude the sense that they are meant to be in the role of leader.

Interestingly however, most two-leggeds beside whom Cougar pads, will be reluctant leaders and will often find themselves at the top of the chain of command during an emergency or crisis when less capable individuals collapse around them. Seeing what needs to be done and acting accordingly, the Mountain Lion will stabilize the unbalanced situation and perform damage control. This capacity to calmly assess and rectify problem situations will not go unnoticed, and here again may lie a challenge for the Cougar soul.

Because they generally make reluctant admirals (at least initially), the one that journeys with Mountain Lion may appear somewhat unimpressed with gaining the same promotion that may be jealously coveted by their peers. Such apparent indifference is often misinterpreted as arrogance, and petty envy amongst co-workers often surfaces as a result.

When Cougar Soul can embrace in humility and grace his/her gift of leadership and wield such power with compassion and strength, the leap is made to a higher plane of unity with the soul’s unique purpose for incarnating.

Standing Behind Convictions

Most cultures that have Cougar as one of several key figures of their lore recognize this beautiful cat as a creature of great strength, cunning and power. And in observing the Mountain Lion in the wild, it is easy to see where such tales of prowess stem from as they utilize not only their strength alone, but also employ their intelligence and stealth.

By looking at the solid and long form of the Cougar, it becomes apparent that these cats are designed for multiple tasks, as their large paws bespeak of an ability to traverse a wide variety of terrain from grassy paths to high granite walls. Their long, thick tails assist them with balancing in precarious positions and heights, while their muscular legs propel them higher and longer in leaps than any other cat. Such a diverse design hints at the ability these animals have to gain dominance over their environment and maneuver in areas virtually inaccessible to other creatures of the wild.

As Cougar is sure-footed atop their canyon and desert perches, so is the two-legged beside whom Cougar strides, certain of his/her approach to life. Much like their totem spirit, the human counterpart will exude an aura of quiet strength that will make an impression upon others.

The impression made will almost always be one of respect and/or admiration, though the Cougar soul seems to elicit extreme responses in others. While some peers encountered take an instant liking to the Cougar individual, others will feel immediately threatened by the strong presence and hence an immediate and vehement dislike may ensue.

Yet all who come to know the individual beside whom Mountain Lion journeys will tend to agree that these are souls that stand firm in their beliefs and convictions. These are the sort of people who appear to have a moral fiber made of bedrock as they will seldom waver or be badgered from their beliefs.

Although their moral/spiritual beliefs may not necessarily be “traditional,” they will have a set of self-imposed code of ethics and morality that they will stand firmly behind. These granite philosophies are part of what makes these individuals so highly trusted by friends, family and those who know the strength of character the Cougar soul exhibits.

Conversely, there will be an equal number of detractors that would love nothing more than to see Mountain Lion tumult from a position of great height, as perhaps their own honesty and conviction pales in comparison to the Cougar’s lofty spirituality. Such individuals who are operating from a point of insecurity deeply rooted in a non-integrated personality center, will tend to project their own unresolved issues off onto the Cougar soul, rather than examine where they may improve and enrich their own lives by living in closer accordance with their own belief system.

When challenged on their morals or beliefs, the Cougar individual will become much like the Mountain Lion defending his/her territory, and an ordinarily placid two-legged can come out with fangs bared when backed into a corner. Such attacks on their beliefs are capable of cutting right to the core of the Cougar soul, as these are honorable people that do their utmost to be trustworthy, dependable and honest.

If a two-legged with Cougar as a Totem is operating from the Shadow or contrary medicine, there may exist a tendency to be dogmatic in their practices or beliefs, holding very little patience for philosophy or belief systems different from their own. Yet this is rare, as most Mountain Lion’s respect the “spiritual territories” of others almost as much as they guard their own right to think and believe as they see fit.

For the two-legged operating from the higher octave of cougar medicine, the men are the knights in shining armor of eras long past that live and defend the values of trust, honesty, faithfulness and honor. The female Cougars are the Earth Mothers that exude an aura of oneness with the all and a deep reverence for the environment. In both the male and female, a profound connection and respect for the ancient customs and traditions of indigenous people will be felt and expressed, though they themselves may not have been born with Native American blood and they remind others of the importance of respect for the Wisdom of the Elders.





Balance

As previously stated, the Cougar is the top cat when it comes to leaps of distance and height. This is due to both the strong leg muscles these felines possess, as well as the balancing weight of their tails. Most often, the Mountain Lion, true to one of its names, dwells atop lofty perches in mountains and canyons, as well as high desert mesas. Such heights as these animals dwell requires surefooted-ness and grace of movement. Herein their long and thick tails are employed to assist with balance as is required of those who exist in such precarious terrain. Acting as a highly effective counterbalance, the Cougar’s tail assists in steadying them as they walk along the narrow pathways and crevices etched from the granite and sandstone cliffs in which these beautiful creature beings call home.

For the two-legged with Cougar as a primary totem, the keyword of balance becomes crucial in integrating a holistic mind/body and spirit approach. Although these individuals are by nature very sensual and “earthy” types (and as such there will be an emphasis on their physical self), they are also keenly aware of the needs of the mind and soul as well. If the Cougar Soul is in good physical shape yet is not developing his/her spiritual side, or conversely, if the one beside whom Mountain Lion stalks is involved in spiritual learning and growth but they don’t exercise their body or mind, the unbalance will be more keenly felt than it would be for other individuals. The result is that there will be much inner turmoil and stress with the questioning of “what is missing in my life?” becoming a predominant pondering.

The best form of physical exercise for the Cougar individual would be one that takes into consideration the Whole Self (again, Mind/Body and Spirit). An excellent example of such well targeted exercise for the Mountain Lion, would be Yoga, or perhaps Tai-chi, as these are both forms of exercise that employ all levels of the self; the body is in movement, the energy centers are being stimulated and aligned, and the mind is in deep focus or meditation.

If you are a Cougar Soul and are currently feeling “out of alignment,” pay attention to this feeling and heed it, for this is precisely what is occurring. Stop and take an honest evaluation of your life and your approach to this journey. What are you neglecting, or what areas of your life and expression are you over-indulging in? Because balance is such a key for you, it is crucial for your development that you become aware of your keen need for a WHOLE approach to life.

Are there certain individuals that are draining you of your energy, freedom or right to express yourself in a healthy and meaningful manner? If so, then those relationships need to also be evaluated in detached honesty. Because of your powerful, yet unassuming nature, there will be those that will seek to undermine your confidence and balance. If this is the case, confrontation, restructuring of relationships or even some “endings” may be in order.

The art of balancing your life ought to be approached in stages however, as it is also quite characteristic of the Mountain Lion individual to immediately leap into action and attempt to take on too much at once. The key here is moderate and progressive steps forward. No matter how long the journey takes, and regardless of the occasional step or two “backward,” so long as more movement is made forward than back, the journey is being walked and the goal is drawing ever nearer. Remember, we all arrive exactly where we need to be, exactly when we need to be there.

Messenger between Humans & The Divine Beings

Native American lore holds the Cougar as the champion of the two-legged who presents the humans “case” to the One Above. Acting as the emissary on behalf of we of the two-leggeds, Cougar asks for forgiveness for our follies and misbehaviors while carrying messages between human and the divine.

Because Humans are capable of intentional and unprovoked violence, spite, hatred and other emotions and behaviors not witnessed in the creature beings, the task of emissary for Cougar can be a challenging one. He/she must find the Light at the center of the darkness, the beauty and grace that lives beyond the sometimes tangled core of the human personality center.

For his faithful guidance and support of we humans, he is revered amongst many tribes, and given thanks for acting on our behalf. His belief in us a faith that may best be reciprocated in acts of kindness to all life, compassion and embracing in understanding the surface and transitory differences of spiritual beliefs, race or economic background of our fellow two-leggeds. In this manner, we show our thankfulness for his faith and trust in us.

Cougar Spirit will travel beside a two-legged who possesses a keen insight and perception. This insight may surface via an extra-sensory perception, or it may firmly rooted in a more practical understanding of the human psyche and subconscious mind. Both mediums and psychotherapists are often found with Cougar as a primary animal ally.

The Mountain Lion Soul will often be a bridge of understanding between two diametrically opposed individuals, factions or groups as theirs is the medicine of emissary. As such, others will often turn to them for their non-partial perspective as the Cougar individual is quite capable of seeing all sides of any given situation. Then, when he/she becomes connected with a cause or belief, they make excellent, out-spoken proponents of such a cause and hence are outstanding spokespersons for a variety of ventures which capture their attention.

While such medicine brings the gift of harmony between opposites, the individual with Cougar as a totem will often find him/herself in the middle of an argument, attempting to bring understanding and equilibrium to both “sides.” This is a beautiful trait when it is the Cougar’s conscious choice to become involved, yet the challenge is that the two-legged beside whom Mountain Lion walks may often find themselves immersed without a conscious decision to do so. Friends, family even strangers may take advantage of their inherent drive to be a mediator, and in those moments, the Cougar Soul may suddenly find themselves the target of attack from either side, becoming the “middle person” in an entirely uncomfortable sense of the word!

By establishing clear boundaries and guidelines with others as to when and by how much, they are willing to act as a “go between,” the Cougar individual is fulfilling his/her principle medicine of messenger without falling victim to the unresolved issues and grievances of others. As the Cougar grows from cub to adult (spiritually/metaphorically speaking), the lessons learned in defining boundaries assists as they fulfill their medicine of messenger and teach others the power of understanding and harmony.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Heaven 11: 6th Day – 5 Sept 2011 to 22 Sept 2011

Re-posted from universallifetools.com

  

9th Wave Energetics: Flowering
Energy Centre: Universal Gateway
DNA Light Code: DNA Light Codes 37 to 48
Sacred Symbol: Universal Gateway Sacred 7th Dimensional Symbol
Crystals: Crystalline Liquid Gold Master Crystal energies
Archangel/Essence: Archangel Uriel
Wave of Love Affirmation: I am Solar

As we embark on the 6th Day (of the 11th Heaven), we are commencing a period of immense light, an illumination of our beauty and divine Soul wisdom.  Up to the 5th night, we activated and attuned our DNA Light Codes 25 through to 36, now in this 6th Day, we are activating and attuning another full octave of DNA Light Codes 37 through to 48.

This next octave of DNA Light Codes is our connection to the Solar Gold masculine ray of creation. It is our 5th Dimensional Souls Connection to 7th Dimensional vibrations through Sirius. During the 10th Heaven we embraced ‘why’ we chose to come to Earth at this time and our role in the Grand Cycle of our Milky Way Galaxy, NOW during the 11th Heaven we are 'being' that wisdom here on Earth. We choose, honour and in humble gratitude choose to be of service for the greater good of all.

During the 11 Heaven we are FLOWERING... opening our field of energy, honouring our gifts and sharing our wisdoms with all of humanity in the 6th Day.  This is a time of enlightenment, a time of joy, a time of beauty, a time to simply be our divine infinite self with Grace & Ease.

Spend some time gazing up at all the stars (solar energy) in the sky and try connecting with their wisdoms. it is time that to share our inter-galactic community.


Archangel Uriel
Reposted from http://spiritlibrary.com


The Archangel Uriel is one of the seven Archangels that stand at the throne of the God Creator and one of the four major Archangels that serve humanity. Uriel rules the mental plane, our thoughts and ideas, creativity, insights, judgment, magic, alchemy, astrology, universal consciousness, divine order, the distribution of power, the cosmic universal flow and the Earth's environment. Uriel is humanity's link to the spiritual realms and he can show us how to find our inner power through a process that will help each individual Shift in consciousness and therefore accelerate the entire human kingdom's shift into higher realms of consciousness.

As the Archangel of Salvation, Uriel can show us how to heal every aspect of lives, turning disappointments into victories, find blessings in adversity, and release the painful burdens and memories of the past through the application of unconditional forgiveness. Uriel uses his flaming sword to purify mental and emotional understanding and transmute lower vibrational energies into enlightened spiritual understanding.

Uriel brings the power of unconditional forgiveness to humanity as the key to transcending the Shift entering the Kingdom of the Creator, the higher realms of energetic vibration and consciousness. He is releasing his message at this time because humanity has indicated, through its willingness to embrace the Shift in Consciousness, that it is ready to listen, act and transcend the human experience. While he stands at the gate of the Garden of Eden with his flaming sword, to deny entry to those who have forgotten how to love the Creator God, he also holds out the key to entry, the application of Unconditional Forgiveness to every area of our lives.




Tuesday, August 30, 2011

The Devil Keeps Calling Me...

Earlier today, I laid down for a nap.  In that subtle place between awareness and unconsciousness I saw the conventional face of the devil appear before my eyes.  Underneath the face was the word DEVIL.  The D vanished and the word EVIL remained.  Then the letters rearranged to spell LIVE.  I saw the number nine, the knowing began, and I saw life end and began again, and the knowing was experienced throughout the next life.  The number 11, life began again, and the knowing was stronger and there was a choice to recognize it or to ignore it.  It didn't matter either way, because after that it was over.

Then I heard myself complaining that everyone seems to want more than I can give, and I felt all the emotions I felt when I think that.  Then I was moving through space, surrounded by stars and I thought about how I constantly ask the universe for more and more, even when my life is just fine the way it is.  

I mulled this over for a while feeling remorseful and ungrateful before I fell asleep. I thought about it for the remainder of the day.  I didn't remember everything immediately when I woke up.  I did a tarot reading and the first card I pulled was The Devil and it all came back to me.  At the conclusion of my reading an imaginary light bulb shined over my head. I thought, people treat you the way you treat yourself.  They are a reflection of your perception of yourself.  I forgot to reverse it back on myself:  I want more than I can give... really?

I'll be examining that for the rest of the night.  I'll elaborate more on The Devil and the life numbers after further consideration.